StaY OuT...

smalam stay out kat KK...

hehheeh..

pas2 alih2 g makan kat pasar philipine...

hohohoho

sangat la lapar!!!

aku mo jak makan banyak2...

tapi ingat yang aku tu makin gemuk...

kensel trus ni...

makan ala kadar ja

huhuh

then jalan g cp motgok wayang la kiranya...

dari awal decide nak tengok long khong 2...

ala crita ilmu2 shir...

then baris la kunun...

tau2 full ba jam 9.50pm..

huhuuh

tpaksa beli yang jam 11.30pm...

Long khong 2 yang buat aku tutup mata balik2...takut terjerit plak...

then...


jam bru

9.05pm...

so decided to go out from CP...

walk outside...

kunun mo pg padang merdeka...

tapi macam ndada apa2 jak...

so mmng la...

makan jgk jadi choice utama...

g la mc D 24 hours...

heheheh

makan punya makan sampai jam 11.15

aku amik fries, sprit n mc chiken...

pastu gegas la balik cp...

makan on da way jalan ni...

dalam wayang tu...

dahla almost full

mmg giler la...

aku pn taksangka gtu rama orang datang...

heheheh

crita kesinambungan dari yang dlu...

ensem la hero dia...

ahaks!!!

taknak gmuk cam budak2 ni...huhuuhuh

then abis wayang trus putar2 kk, g pnampang, g a pot n last2 g mcD drive tru...

ingat tak aku taknak gmuk...

tapi puas amik gambar sambil2 makan fries n aku makan beger double cheese...

hehehhe

makan jak la stat dari jam 2am sampai la 4.30 am...

heheheheh

mmg puas la makan fries...

i really love it!!

then jam 4.30 g 1borneo hypermall

mo tgok2 dalam...

konon la...

mmg besar la...

siap ada wing utara,selatan, tmur n barat...

hahahha

tapi punya banyak anjing...

dahla aku ni takut sama anjing bajingan tuh...

hahhaahah

namau crita malu!!

huhuh

aku masuk la dalam dia...

mmg besar gilak...

tak sangka la...

hohohhho

1 borneo model...besar la kali...huuhuhuh

so balik uitm around 5.45pg

then mmg...

trus tdo sampai tengahari...

*&^%teringin plak mo jalan2 g paris,uk,italy..

huhuhuuh

XOXOXOXOX

azhar andi

StaY OuT...

crita 2 minggu lalu...

atas tangki ni!!!

Kebosanan yang amat
Hummm…
Sepanjang cuti weekend…I juz stayin in my room in UiTM Sabah…penat la buat keja…
Angkat katil bagai nak Rak…huhuhuh
From A1 1st Floor to 4th Floor…
Wa!!! Bawa turun naik…tersangatla penat…sedih ni angkat katil…
Ya la…like jamiey say…life is not a bed of roses…
So I accept the reality that I have to face a lot of harder things before I need to excel in whatever that I do…
I juz cannot believe myself…
Yalah..klu dulu, langsung teda semangat…tapi kini, semangat bertambah dari ari ke ari n always facing problems that actually makes me mature…( I Like!!!)
i miss KK!!!

Ber balik kepada kebosanan ku…
On the weekend,
17th and 18th …I don’t have any frens that can accompany me…it’s so like a *&%$!!!
Coz dorang semua left me stayin in hostel ALONE!!!
Jumar balik Sandakan, Usman pg OPKIM d LD, so…tepaksa la membawa diri
Sorang2 ni pg surf…n tgok2 dunia luar…mcm sial…I Xdapat online!!!
Tp tu hal nda kesah sangat la, yang d kesahkan sangat2…I have to go to IP makan2 sendirian!!!
Huhuhh…
Bukan tak biasa bersendirian, tapi skarang ada suda slalu kawan bawa jalan, main2, gila2 n yang langsung xhipokrit pasal hidup dorang…
Aku sangat suka mereka…walaupun sometimes dorang sangat kasihan…
(Of course la, sbb azhar slalu mendera mereka buat keja sambil tengking2… Heheheeh)
tapi benda2 bgtu la yang membuatkan aku sentiasa rindu dorang…best kawan ngan budak2 outspoken ni…dorang cakap ikut sedap mulut ja…
dan kita mo maki2 pn senang ati, sebab dorang ada pandangan n pendapat sendiri…sangat gembira setelah mengenali budak 2 orang ni…
dan klu dorang xda d sisi,mmg trasa sangatla..
Aku nda taula mo buat macamana nti ni klu aku yang teda…
Arap2 dorang xkesa pun…sbb klu nnti msti dorang rndu2an kan…aisehmen..nda sangka ada jugak mo merinduiku eheheh
Aku sanagt bosan ni…
Takdapat kuar shopping…arkh!!!
Benci tul!!!

am I the YDP!!!!

me...blurring maybe...looking 4 something during KARKOL n i'm the Project Manager...

Being the person that has to take the highest ranking of the organisation…
As the Presiden of Jawatankuasa Perwakilan Kolej is so killing my nerve!!!
I still believe that I don’t deserve that thing (for almost my 5th month???…)
I am not capable of doing it, what I’m doing is, comparing myself to my previous Miss presiden…
Hummm…both of us were surely in the different field of handling things…
She is just too, very and really complicated with pemarintahan kuku besi…
I don’t like to face the highest ranking person, Pengarah kampus, TPHEP, TPHEA, and lots n lots of stuff…
What I mean is, I’m not used to show my faking smiling face with heartless feeling…
I am so like a hypocrite person…yah…that’s what will happen to you when you meet these orang atasan…you cannot show your real self…
Faking you is the nice person, and I am not that nice person…serious… I always upside down my own life...
Please… I’m this kind of person...as my self esteem become more down...realise that I am what I am right now is so unbelievable…
It’s good for having this kind of experience…but I almost dying for things that I won’t be able to handle or things that I have to responsible…
Warkh!!! I am so scared, but I need to be very patient…there always be a difficult time in my life…
For Sure…
I HATE!!!!

but now i'm tryng my best 4 my anak2 buah...hhuhuh

Tiring but Xciting!!!

I Lovw David CooK!!!

sedih tak dapat tengok 2 David Untuk Final American Idol!!!
a loVe David Cook Voice n perfomance...
really good for him to win the battle...
Go David Cook!!!

tErKiLaN???

apa yang aku tulis ni mungkin sedikit sebanyak luahan hati....
hummmm....

Bukan kita nak ketepikan si "dia"...
tapi, for me as a fren, i juz give "dia" some times to be with orang kesayangannya,
spending their Quality times together...
selama ni...we all sangat gembira...

n For Sure....saya sangat berterima kasih...
A LOT!!!4 what "dia" givin,spending n telling me...
ya...4 sure I've thankfull to him...but I cannot say it out...

I miss "dia"...ktawa, begilak, begatal...
tapi 4 one thing happen...
i feel that "dia" mengetepikan kami...3 of us...
hummm....

sedih 4 the 2nd day, after "dia" ignoring my lawak bodoh...doing no reaction....
as "dia" never act like that b4...
yalah...dat time "dia" with someone special...
i Juz want to get normal n expecting that "dia" pn ok...
but?? instead of making me look stupid...no reaction!!
WoW...The power Of LoVe..

and then...i never see "dia" after that coz malu
yala...da la orang bawa becakap nda kena layan...lagi la...

n for this weekend, "dia" telling me that baru nampak muka???

am i hiding from him???

I AM NOT!!!

I AM NOT!!!

I AM NOT!!!

I juz givin "dia" Some of their Quality times...
whatever it is..I'll still believe no one Is wrong n...
I am Not angry or what did U think...

but u have to know,
what did u do, other peoples always...ALWAYS...feel the effect...
so....and if things make u terasa

I AM SO SORRY....

We will do lots of stuff after this..

and don't worry...

we all OK....

have FUN!!! ;b

XOXOXOXOXO
azhar andi

ThiNgs are MeSsinG Up!!!

angry azhar...

BErCamPuR BauR…

Beberapa ari ni…stat keja la…rasa mcam nak marah jak…ntahla napa…

Mungkin ada benda yang aku tak puas ati…rasanya benda “itu”…

Susah nak cakap sini sebab takut ada “orang” itu datang melihat….

Mungkin betul jugak katanya..kebahagiaanku kesusahan orang lain…

Tapi sebagai kawan, mereka tidak harus melupakan antara satu sama lain…

Klu jauh takpa jugak…

Ni tersangat lah dekat n working under 1 department lagi…

Aku n jumardi cukup terasa ati…well…nowadays...People are easy to change…

I don’t know why, but it happens...me also change when people change…

Whatever it is…I own my life…

me n Jumar...my juniour a.k.a "ketabahan"

12^th may…

One of my classmate…frank…

Is his 23^rd birthday…haahahah

Tua suda….on that day…petang 11hb kami baru abis paper bio…easy but, I don’t know whether I can get A…

I wIsH!!!...we are spending time together…all of us…lama da kitaorang tak stay out kat luar…becoZ everyone busy ngan hal masing2…hummm…

Tapi ni la sedih sangat ni…nnti part 6…wa!!!tak sangka dah nak abis diploma da…macam baru ja berlalu part 1…kami tekejar2 pg kelas…kena sound senior, kena maki2…kena raging..kena induction d UiTm Sabah…itu crita dulu…skarang benda smua tuh dah takda…rndu nak buat, tapi dah d haramkan..huuhuh…

Franky sundalan...hahahah one of my best male fren

this is all sweet memory of us...ni tme prtandngan Bina Badan d penampang

So Nampak la ada perbezaan antara Senior n junior…

Time kami,senior n freshie, baek punya…

Tapi 2 la…ada kekurangan n kelebihan inductions…

Sedih ni…makin ari makin banyak hal yang akan berubah…

Things are getting worst…life will get too short…n problems will increase rapidly…waaaaaaaaaa!!!!

I am so scared of my future…really am!!!huhuhuh

N sekarang my face ada jerawat yang tak guna mencacatkan my face…pasti meninggalkan kesan nnti!!!

Kurang asssaM!!!!

i HaTe U!!!!

And this year…it been a long way n hard journey for me…but still, I manage to melancong2 sekitar KK…heheheh

ni d taman kinabalu...wat fieldwork...damn tired...

a minute in pelabuhan sepanggar...

1 Borneo Utama....cepat la siap...tak sabar nak shopping..huhuhu

at taman buaya tuaran...tak besh sangat pun...

makan time...mana ni ya???dekat sembulan tu...adeh lupa aku nama tempatnya...

Tanjung aru beach...makan time jugak...heheheh...

FiNiSh Ma ExaM!!!!

DAH aBiS ExAM!!!!
kesengsaraan exam dah abis untuk semester 5 ni...
huhuhuhuhuh...
penat aku stadi...
kalaula..
hahahahahah...
and this mORNING!!!!!

I have to go to WORK!!!
start TOdaY!!!
yah not ToMorrow....
TODAY!!!!
macam ndak rehat jak aku kan sem ni...
biarla aku menyibukkan diri spaya aku nda pikir bnda2 lain...
kosentrait pada khdpan sndri...

ooo...
berbalik pada eXam...
salah satu paper da tau reSulT!!!!
I GOt C+ for my Organic chemistry II..
unbelieveble....
stupid pun ada la trasa...
sial jugak aku blajar ni...
huhuhuhuh...
well thats what we call life kan???
hhhuhuhu...

and other paper....
hummm...
i hope it can get A...so that I can cover up My SuX CHM...
what should i do for my degree...
things becoming worst!!!
huhuhuhuhuh...

Well....
like my life is so being stress...
i try not really wanna think about it...

Last But Not Least...
i Miss NAR...
she must be in Uk at this time...
I Really wanna something from her...
heheheheh

XOXOXOXOXOXO
-azhar andi-

OnE LitRe Of TeArs

One Litre Of Tears

One of the Japanese drama that I watch…
Actually this story was introduced to me by a fren.…dayent…
huhhhu
sound really – really serious…
yah!!! I have to…
it is about this story... a really sad story...
Firstly, I am not believing my frens stories that they were crying when watching this drama…yup…I really don’t’T!!!! hiihihihih

a Japanese Sad Story...

During class, they were talking about this drama…and I’m acting like don’t know…
yalah…during classes,
I mean waktu kuliah, I don’t have enough time for myself, apatah lagi for watching movies or drama…huhhuuh…
very busy…with lots n lots of work to do…
But….now, the exam week…
(wah blum study Bio lagi…macam terror sangat…hhuhuhuuh)
never mine..heheheh
I am all alone here in this room…
enough space for me to move and doing my own stuff without my hypocrites roommate around…I ReaLLy Hate HIM!!!!
I Cannot tell yah…I’m sorry…

Ok, about one litre of tears…
it is a true story about a 15 years old girl name Aya Ikeuchi, active in sport, an excel student, a very kind, nice and hardworking daughter and older sister…

But, she is having a spinocerebellar degeneration disease,which cause the sereberum jadik mengecil n mengecut…(sounds scary!!!)
so…the first symptom that she has, was when she walking, she always jatuh..
Fell on to the floor without any reason…balik balik dia luka, yang paling teruk dia jatuh time firework show, when going out with senpai( a seniors at school that she adore long – long time ago) dia jatuh and kepala dia luka dan berdarah...
pas tu, lama – lama di ada tak ble jalan, then tak ble cakap, tak ble tulis, sangat kesian…
and you know what this disease cannot be cure!!!!

Sepanjang crita ni, from episode 1 to 11, ( I was stay up watching this movie!!!)
nangis jak memanjang,
coz dia melibatkan frenship, family, love, all of these things…

So I Hope u guys can see this stories if u guys want to CRY
or wanna understand about this story…
I guarantee u, if u having lot n lots of problem, then it is related to this story …u will cry…
nangis bgai nak rak…
it seems that I have something in common about the story…
so that I did not stop crying while watching this…huuhuhuhhu

intereseted???
www.youtube.com/watch?v=A4jHW43zzqU

_one Litre Of Tears_

XOXOXOXOX
-azhar feyT-

AkU PenCinTaMU...

My ClassMate Yang Gila!!!n Kuat Gaduh..Penjahat,n Suka Memaki..hahahah

I’m trying to be berseni these days…
Hahaahha…
Bukan apa…saja mo release stress...
(gambarnya nanti la aku upload…)
Saja jak mo melupakan kesusahan final exam…
Walaupun diploma…tapi kesusahannya macam degree tahun prtama plak..
Huhuhuhuhuh…
Huhuhuhuhuh…

Terlampau tertekan kehidupan aku semenjak jadik presiden jpk & berada besama2 klass mate….
Mana lagi mo keep in good grades on my studies…huhuhuhhu…lots and lots of assignment and presentation that I have to face…
Smua sebenrny makes me scared for being out in the real world…
Klu study susah…apa lagi keja kan…huiuhuhuuh
Rasa macam nak nanges ja…
Napa la aku ni makin mudah tul mo nanges…
Ni msti pasal tekanan dalam idup ni…
Seems I takut to have a serious relationship with any girls…who I minat or dia yang minat…I have to say I CAN’T!!!…bukan pasal tak percaya dalam percintaan…hahahahah…
(sound serius pulak) heheheh

Tapi kenyataannya…napa nak susah2 abiskan wang ringgit,msa n tenaga untuk pmpuan yang blum sure lagi mo kna nikah???BERBALOI???macam sini UiTM Sabah la…Boys n Girls silih berganti pasangan…tak serasi la…benci membenci la,begaduh la…whatever la yang dorang buat…macam merugikan diri sendiri jak…so stupid la for me sometimes pemikiran teenagers ni…mo senang lenang jak…mo hidup bercinta jak…

Aku mlas mo tegur n marah klu Nampak those kapel yang berkepit 24hours bercinta bagai nak rak, kluar duit berabis beli itu ini, still tak Nampak future life mereka…for me, klu tak setia tak payah nak ngengada nak bercintan cintun…insafla…jadik macam aku…flirt around ngan smua pompuan without givin them hopes…hiihihih
&^%$macam jahat pulak…

Tapi btul what, havin girls as ur best fren is more worth than havin them as GF…it seems to be more nicer, happier and from there u can meet lots n lots type of woman..

XOXOXOXO

-azar feyT-

aRi Ni Ari Jumaat

JuMaaT DataNg Lagi
setiap kali jumaat datang...
mesti aku berdebar - debar...
nebes la katakan...
sebab smua orang tahu...
i mean muslim that kiamat will be happen on JumaaT
so...
slalu fikiran tebayang bayang byk negative things...
hummm..
well...
bukan apa...
banyak suda tanda - tanda akhir kiamat...
banyak....
lihat jak sekeliling anda...
huhhhuh

1. krisis makanan dunia...
2. peperangan/rusuhan...
3. pempuan jadi laki n sebaliknya...
4. hujan batu la
5. banjir besarand
   
6. all of malapetaka

dan banyak lagi la...
aku pn tak tau da apa yang terjadi sbbb lama da tak tengok brita...
yang tau pasal tenaga n lots of things...
cuba bayangkan...
petroleum n gas asli habis...
mY God!!!
tidakkah krisis kewangan n makanan n peperangan berlaku mo kembali menakluk negara2 yang masih ada those kind of things..
aRKHH!!!!!

*&^%$ Aku PaTuT InSaF!!!!

Azhar Andi is my Blog Name...

azhar andi...
hahahaha....
what do you think of my blog!!!!
ntahla...since i know lots n lots of people creating their own blog...
tresa plak nak menerai buat blog....
macam2 perangai pulak kan...
hahahah
ikut2 oransg salah...
tak try...
taktau macamana advanterous dia kan...
well...
i"ll update it from time to time..huhuhuh

welcome to my blog!!!!